I think reading old journals last Monday was too much subliminal stirring of my unconscious the day before the workweek. Maybe I can just edit on Monday, but there is still potential for triggers. It’s an interesting balance when my work is integrated with personal growth.
I feel like I’m hiding my personal thoughts in plain sight, where no one will think to look.
Not Ready For Prime Time
I don’t want to get bogged down reading old journals. It seemed to set me on an indefinable emotional edge yesterday. Even though I tapped through whatever came up, maybe the reading stirs up stuff that stays subliminal. I had feelings through the day that seemed to come up for no reason. I just tapped on what I felt even though I didn’t know why or what the trigger was.
Mining For Gold Nuggets
...we are emotionally conditioned to automatically feel certain ways about everything in this world. We think it is real, we think this mind/body is who we are, but it is not. It’s only a temporary journey on this planet and then we will be off to other worlds of experience.
I see new levels of internal landscape.
It has been three years in the making and I knew it was time. Once it was public, even though I did not promote it on any social media, I spent half an hour tapping and clearing away some big emotional triggers.
I see clarity in my holistic Being.
I am not responsible for what anyone else feels, thinks or does. I don’t have that kind of power. I am here to BE Grace, share my experience, strength and hope holistically with the world. I can no longer keep my light under a shroud of silent darkness.
I increase my focus on long-term clarity.
Giving up was a consideration. I was ready to throw in the towel. What was I thinking to go public with this?
I create more visibility in my life
I am directing my focus toward autonomy and visualizing a new paradigm in my life.
Keep My Own Counsel
I talked about Alaska in a dreamy, romantic tone of voice as if I was absolutely head-over-heals in love with a man. Well the truth is, I do love Alaska as much as any person.
Happy New Day!
...it’s about making every moment a turn-again moment.